<YWAMKenichi> ^^ I'm glad you understand. You always understood me.

<EthanbishieDLGR> *nods*...I know...I have always tried to understand you...and your fears....but...to tell you the truth..I still don't really understand you

<EthanbishieDLGR> you have never told me what you thought of the accident

<EthanbishieDLGR> I understand you not telling Suoh...but me....for all I have done...for as long as we have known each other....why...why can't you tell me?

<ywamkenichi> What...what I thought?

<EthanbishieDLGR> I know that I said I could wait...but...I really worry for you

<EthanbishieDLGR> I know you're keeping something from all of us about that accident

<ywamkenichi> Ethan, please, I don't want to remember.

<ywamkenichi> I'm fine now.

<ywamkenichi> The nightmares are gone.

<EthanbishieDLGR> *disbelieving stare*

<EthanbishieDLGR> Ken...you had another nightmare at the end of act 4

<ywamkenichi> ...

<ywamkenichi> Ethan...you didn't know about it.

<screwgroupie_mel> *steps up* uhmm..i told him ken >_>

<EthanbishieDLGR> *twiddles thumbs*

<ywamkenichi> ...

<screwgroupie_mel> well you wouldn't say anything...i had to say something >_> *decides to disappear again*

<ywamkenichi> Lol, ok ok ok ok

* ywamSuoh (plays his bass somewhere far away)

<ywamkenichi> <<thinks>>

<ywamkenichi> Ok, Ethan, my nightmare was about Yukari.

<ywamkenichi> She keeps on haunting me from time to time, and I can't stop thinking about the way she looked in the accident.

<EthanbishieDLGR> ......

<screwgroupie_mel> *quietly tries to find the source of the music while the two talk*

<ywamkenichi> I had lost everything that day...

<EthanbishieDLGR> *nods n' comes over n' cuddles Ken*

<EthanbishieDLGR> daijoubu

<ywamkenichi> I had lost a part of me, and ever since, I have been drifting along in my life like a ghost.

<ywamkenichi> I don't know what to do anymore.

<ywamkenichi> I moved to Tokyo to try and start a new life. To forget the past. And I think I'm happier than I was before, honestly.

<screwgroupie_mel> *finds Suoh playing his bass under a tree*

* ywamSuoh looks up listlessly

<screwgroupie_mel> can i have an autograph? ^_^

<EthanbishieDLGR> You know that I'm always here for you....and if you ever gave me a chance I would have always made sure that you were happy and joyful all the time, Kenichi...I love you

* ywamSuoh looks back down

<EthanbishieDLGR> and moving to Japan forever breaks my heart

<ywamSuoh> leave me alone

<EthanbishieDLGR> just the thought of you not being with me like before just hurts so much <screwgroupie_mel> *sighs heavily* what's with you? -_-;

* ywamSuoh tunes the bass

<ywamSuoh> k'so can't get it tonight...

<screwgroupie_mel> get what? *tilts head and sits by you*

<ywamkenichi> I'm sorry Ethan. I like it here in Japan.

<ywamkenichi> Though I live alone, I have new friends and new memories to build a new life out of. I can't go back to London.

<EthanbishieDLGR> *sighs*

* ywamSuoh shoots a sidelong glance at mel

<ywamSuoh> (mutters) can't get it in tune..

<screwgroupie_mel> it sounded nice enough to me ^_^

<screwgroupie_mel> a mix of sadness and anger tho...

<ywamSuoh> .... (continues to tune)

<ywamkenichi> I'll always be your friend, Ethan, no matter what. That's all I can guarantee now, and that's all I can offer.

<EthanbishieDLGR> *hugs n' whispers in Ken's ear*

<ywamkenichi> Y'know what?

<ywamkenichi> ::blush::

<ywamkenichi> uh..

<EthanbishieDLGR> nani?

<ywamkenichi> I think I need to get some fresh air.

<EthanbishieDLGR> o.o

<ywamkenichi> Maybe I'll see you later then, when I'm more collected.

<EthanbishieDLGR> ok

<EthanbishieDLGR> *lets go of Ken...w/out whispering what he was going to say*

<EthanbishieDLGR> *nods* take care, Ken

<ywamkenichi> Bye, Ethan.

* ywamkenichi walks off outside

* ywamSuoh drops the bass in his lap and leans his head back against the tree

<screwgroupie_mel> what's wrong with you Suoh?

<ywamSuoh> ....nothing...

<screwgroupie_mel> sure...

<screwgroupie_mel> i've seen you tune your bass...it's never been as hard as today...

* ywamSuoh rolls his head toward mel and looks at her in the eyes

<ywamSuoh> why are you here with me?

<screwgroupie_mel> i heard you playing, so i came. I'm a big fan of screw you know :)

* ywamSuoh looks away

<ywamSuoh> lots of people are

<screwgroupie_mel> *smiles* I also can't stand seeing someone so sad on such a nice night

<ywamSuoh> ...me neither...

*screwgroupie_mel looks at Suoh curiously

<screwgroupie_mel> why so sad Suoh?

<ywamSuoh> ...you talk to much

<screwgroupie_mel> i beg your pardon? O_O

<screwgroupie_mel> i talk to much?? and that makes you sad???

* Suohywam plucks at his bass

* srewgroupie_mel looks up at Suoh

<srewgroupie_mel> what's on your mind Suoh-kun?

* Suohywam rubs absently at his temple

<Suohywam> *mumbles* why do i bother? why do i keep seeing his stupid face in my head?

*srewgroupie_mel moves closer, trying to understand the words

<srewgroupie_mel> who, Suoh?

* Suohywam suddenly stands

<Suohywam> I've gotta get outta here

* Suohywam stumbles off

<srewgroupie_mel> suoh?

* Kenichiywam continues to walk along sidewalk, strolling around

<srewgroupie_mel> wait! *runs after suoh*

* Suohywam kicks at rocks on the sidewalk as he weaves along

* srewgroupie_mel catches up to Suoh and walks along side

<Suohywam> why do i keep seeing your face too?!

<srewgroupie_mel> cause i'm cute? =3

<Suohywam> you're annoying

<srewgroupie_mel> *pouts* so are you...

<srewgroupie_mel> and i'm cute....*pouts some more*

* Suohywam picks up the pace and turns the corner sharply.

* srewgroupie_mel tries to catch up

* Suohywam slams headlong into something..or someone

* srewgroupie_mel trips and falls flat on her face

* Kenichiywam heads towards the park

<Suohywam> ow! damn it!

<srewgroupie_mel> ouch *looks up and sees Suoh and someone else*

<Kenichiywam> Oof! I'm so sorry! ...

<Suohywam> watch where you're....going...

<Kenichiywam> Suoh! I didn't expect to see you here. ^^;;

* Suohywam turns his head to the side and blushes

* srewgroupie_mel sits on the ground and observes from a distance

<Suohywam> ...why ARE you here anyway?

<Kenichiywam> What? ^^'' I'm just taking a walk, that's all.

<Kenichiywam> Something wrong?

<Suohywam> no. i'm fine. *rubs at his temple again*

<Suohywam> where's..."he"?

* srewgroupie_mel tries to make herself disappear

<Suohywam> that guy… Ethan.

<Suohywam> he let you out for the evening?

<Kenichiywam> Suoh? Are you sure you're feeling okay?

<Suohywam> What do you think!?! How can you just act like nothing happened?!

* Suohywam stumbles back as he yells and sways

<Kenichiywam> Suoh?! What's the matter?!

<Suohywam> I…

*Suohywam collapses to the ground

<srewgroupie_mel> Suoh just fainted on us...

<Kenichiywam> Oh 0 0

<Kenichiywam> We should get him back to his place...it's probably his back again.

<screwgroupie_mel> i think you're right...

<screwgroupie_mel> poor suoh-kun =3

<screwgroupie_mel> how far is his place from here?

<Kenichiywam> Pretty far :S

<screwgroupie_mel> we can't carry him!

<screwgroupie_mel> and there are no taxis around here >_>

<Kenichiywam> Maybe we should drop him off at my place. I don't think Meiko's at home at this time...

<Kenichiywam> Uh oh. I think we'll have to make do. We'll /have/ to carry him or call for help.

<srewgroupie_mel> well if your place is close, we can get him there and then call meiko or something...

<Kenichiywam> Yeah. I think I can carry him. ^^;;

* Kenichiywam lifts up Suoh carefully.

* Kenichiywam takes a step.

<srewgroupie_mel> I'll help! ^_^ *helps you out a bit*

<Kenichiywam> - -;; Oi, he's heavy.

<Kenichiywam> ^^;;; No wonder Ryuji had a hard time carrying him after he got drunk. :P

<srewgroupie_mel> lol ^^ it was his fault though...

* Kenichiywam walks a bit with screwgroupie_mel following.

<Kenichiywam> Hehe, true, true.

<srewgroupie_mel> are we there yet? >_>;

* Kenichiywam smiles

<Kenichiywam> Almost, almost

<Kenichiywam> :D

<srewgroupie_mel> nice place you've got here ^^

* Kenichiywam pushes door open and is careful not to smack Suoh's head on doorway :D

<Kenichiywam> Thanks ^^

* Kenichiywam closes door

* Kenichiywam sets Suoh carefully on bed.

* srewgroupie_mel looks at the scene smiling

* Kenichiywam takes off Suoh's shoes and pulls covers over him.

<Kenichiywam> I should call Meiko now. I hope this is nothing serious.

* Kenichiywam dials number out of phonebook

<Kenichiywam> <<ring>> <<ring>>

<Kenichiywam> . . .

<Kenichiywam> <<ring>> <<ring>>

<Kenichiywam> no one's picking up ><

<Kenichiywam> <<ring>> <<click>>

<Kenichiywam> Forget it.

<Kenichiywam> I'll just try some other time.

* Suohywam stirs in his sleep

<srewgroupie_mel> so what do we do now?

<Kenichiywam> I don't know. I don't think it's serious...he's breathing fine.

* Kenichiywam leans over to check on Suoh.

<Kenichiywam> Well, I hope he's okay.

* Suohywam mumbles Ken's name

<Kenichiywam> ...Suoh...

* srewgroupie_mel grabs ken, pulling him away from suoh

<srewgroupie_mel> cut the melodrama!

<srewgroupie_mel> can I stay here tonite? =3

<srewgroupie_mel> i have nowhere else to go >_>

<Kenichiywam> Huh?

<Kenichiywam> Sure, sure.

<srewgroupie_mel> *grins* Arigato!

<Kenichiywam> No problem ^^ as long as you like ramen.

<Kenichiywam> Mel, you think he's awake?

<Suohywam>...mmm...Ken?....mmm

<Kenichiywam> 00 ummm

*Suohywam tosses and turns

<Kenichiywam> YwamKenichi goes to wake him up

<Kenichiywam> Wake up, Suoh.

<srewgroupie_mel> that must be hell of a dream he' having...

<srewgroupie_mel> you sure you want to wake him

<Suohywam>...nn...noo...

<Kenichiywam> Yeah, I don't know if he's having nightmares.

*Suohywam starts panting

kawai pookie: *mumbles* you should know about nightmares...

*Kenichiywam glares at Mel

*Kenichiywam Kenichi shakes Suoh.

<Suohywam> ...no ....NO!

<Kenichiywam> Suoh, Suoh!

*Kenichiywam slaps Suoh's face

<Suohywam> wha?...

<srewgroupie_mel> *brings back a glass of water* here you go Suoh

<Suohywam> What the? Where am I?

<Kenichiywam> You're at my place. I had to carry you here when you fainted.

*Suohywam blushes

<Kenichiywam> It's alright! ^^ I lived close by anyways.

<Suohywam> .....um..thanks

<Kenichiywam> You're welcome ^-^

<Suohywam> what's she doing here? *points at mel*

<Kenichiywam> She helped me carry you.

<srewgroupie_mel> hey! i helped carry you!

<Kenichiywam> Why? Was she bothering you? :D

<Suohywam> yes!

*srewgroupie_mel glares at Ken

<Kenichiywam> What? ^^;;

<srewgroupie_mel> hey! no fair Suoh! *pouts*

<EthanSakurazawa> >>>>>>uh oh!!<<<<<<<<<

<EthanSakurazawa> >>>>>^_^<<<<<<<

<Kenichiywam>:D

<Kenichiywam> What is it Mel?

<Suohywam> I need some air *goes to the balcony*

<srewgroupie_mel> fine if that's the way you want it I'll leave! I'm sure i can find someone to hang out with ;_;

*srewgroupie_mel storms out the door

<Suohywam> whatever. *slams balcony door*

<Kenichiywam> Aww, wait, Mel!!

*Kenichiywam sighs in defeat

*srewgroupie_mel wanders the streets looking for company

<Kenichiywam> _ _

*Kenichiywam sighs

*Suohywam stands looking over the ledge

*Kenichiywam sits on bed with head in hands

*Suohywam glances over his shoulder at Ken thru the window

<Kenichiywam> *mumbles to self* <What the hell's going on? I can't take this anymore.>

<Suohywam> *comes back in slowly* Ken....i'm...i'm sorry

<Kenichiywam> Sorry? *smiles faintly* For what?

<Suohywam> Stop it! Just..just stop! Alright? *hugs Ken hard*

<Suohywam> You haven't done anything wrong

<Kenichiywam> 0.0

<Kenichiywam> But...

<Suohywam> Shut up okay. Just shut up. *holds Ken*

<Kenichiywam>...I don't know what you're talking about...

<Kenichiywam> <<small voice>> ...Suoh?...

<Suohywam> That thing where i stormed outta the house..it was childish

<Suohywam> i'm always so childish

<Kenichiywam> No, don't say things like that. You're fine as you are.

<Suohywam> no...i'm not...but you're nice to me anyway...

<Kenichiywam> Why shouldn't I be? *laughs* You're my friend after all.

<Kenichiywam> *moves over* Sit ^^

*Suohywam sits down

<Suohywam> I made a fool of myself in front of that Ethan guy....

<Kenichiywam> *smile dies*

<Kenichiywam> Huh? No...

<Kenichiywam> It's alright, really. He doesn't care much anyways.

<EthanSakurazawa> >>>>>do too!!<<<<<

<EthanSakurazawa> >>>>> XP <<<<<

<Suohywam> How...long have you known him?

<Kenichiywam> I've known him for a long time now...maybe 4 years.

<Kenichiywam> He's the best. Don't think he's always that cold. He's really nice to me and Kaori.

<Suohywam>: Does he...does he make you feel better?

<Kenichiywam> Better? What do you mean?

<Kenichiywam> He makes me feel happy, sure. Well, that because I haven't seen him once since I moved to Japan. ^^

* Suohywam rubs the back of his neck and thinks "I never know what to say"...

<Kenichiywam> Suoh, is that what you meant?

<Suohywam> The way he was...talking...to you...so closely

<Kenichiywam> *begins to blush* eh?

<Suohywam> Do you...like that kind of thing?

* Suohywam blushes bright

<Kenichiywam> What??? Kind of thing?

*Kenichiywam stands up

<Kenichiywam> ^^;;

<Kenichiywam> I don't like him in the way you're thinking!

<Suohywam> Okay okay

<Suohywam> Sit back down already

<Kenichiywam> *goes to refrigerator* One sec!

<Suohywam> ?

*Kenichiywam pulls out can

*Kenichiywam tosses can to Suoh

<Suohywam> what's this for?

<Kenichiywam> ^^'' You think you've got time to listen to me?

<Suohywam> yeah.

<Kenichiywam> Great! Well...um... *sits down* see...the thing about Ethan...

<Kenichiywam> I get the feeling he likes me as something more than a friend...but he's always been like a brother to me.

* Suohywam blushes a bit

<Suohywam> go on

*Kenichiywam thinks: "Yeah...okay Kenichi. Sure, you get the feeling he likes you. He's in love with you."

*Kenichiywam starts to doubt self

<Suohywam> what is it?

<Kenichiywam> I don't want to like him in the way he likes me.

<Kenichiywam> But I'm not sure anymore.

<Suohywam> !

<Kenichiywam> I can't commit to anyone!

*Kenichiywam hangs head low with hands over nape of neck

<Kenichiywam> I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Everything's going too fast. I can't handle it anymore.

<Kenichiywam> I hate my past. I want to forget, Suoh! I want to forget it!!

<Kenichiywam> *a tear falls onto the floor*

<Kenichiywam> I moved to Japan so I could get away from it.

* Suohywam thinks: "he's crying..."

<Kenichiywam> It all happened in London...and it's so far away...

*Kenichiywam voice cracks

<Kenichiywam> so I...I figured...my past will be far away too. And then I can be at home...at peace...over here

*Kenichiywam wipes eye and lies back down on bed, staring up at the ceiling

*Kenichiywam sighs

* Suohywam looks down at Ken, his hair fanning out over the covers

<Kenichiywam> Things...things aren't working as they should.

<Kenichiywam> Ethan told me he loved me today. That he was in love with me, Suoh. I...I don't know what to say to him. I...I don't know what to do...what to do anymore...

<Suohywam> ....

<Suohywam> close your eyes

<Kenichiywam> Huh?

<Suohywam> close your eyes

*Kenichiywam looks at Suoh with confusion

<Kenichiywam>...okay...

*Kenichiywam closes eyes

* Suohywam pulls out his bass from the corner

* Suohywam begins to strum as he sits next to Ken

<Kenichiywam> *opens one eye* Wh-...

<Suohywam> I said close 'em. Lay back.

<Kenichiywam> Ok, ok. *closes eye*

* Suohywam starts to hum

* Suohywam sings

*Kenichiywam listens in silence

* Suohywam hums some more

<Kenichiywam> *whispers* Suoh...

<Kenichiywam> Did you write that?

<Suohywam>...*husky voice*...yeah

<Kenichiywam> *opens eyes* Mmm...it was nice. I didn't know you could sing.

*Kenichiywam props self on elbows

<Suohywam> i don't sing...for just anybody

<Kenichiywam> Oh ^^ you should! Otherwise, all people'll think you do is glare at them and sulk around.

*Kenichiywam smiles

<Suohywam> I don't care what other people think...just you.

<Kenichiywam> I think you're a nice person...You just need to open up more, ne?

*Kenichiywam sits up

<Suohywam> you're one to talk...

<Suohywam> it takes all this drama to make to talk to me

<Kenichiywam> Drama? Haha, you're so funny.

*Kenichiywam grabs pillow

*Kenichiywam smacks Suoh on head

<Kenichiywam> You should talk more.

<Kenichiywam> ^^

<Suohywam> How about this: Shut up!

*Suohywam smacks Ken with other pillow

<Kenichiywam>:S Nope! NEVER!

<Kenichiywam> You haven't touched a sip of your tea!

<Kenichiywam> That means you'll always have to listen to me, forever, and ever, and ever!

*Kenichiywam laughs

*Kenichiywam smacks Suoh over head again

<Suohywam> oi! gimme that can! and stop hitting me!!!!

<Kenichiywam> Nope!

*Kenichiywam holds can out of Suoh's way

<Suohywam> K'so! Teme!

*Suohywam pushes Ken down on the bed

<Kenichiywam> Oof!

<Suohywam> give it to me!

*Kenichiywam keeps on moving can away from Suoh

*Suohywam pins Ken by the wrists

*Suohywam sits frozen over Kenichi

<Kenichiywam> *blushes* Um...Suoh?

*Suohywam blush creeps across his cheeks

*Suohywam swallows

*Kenichiywam starts to chuckle from awkwardness

<Kenichiywam> You're so strange sometimes...

*Kenichiywam leans up to kiss Suoh

*Suohywam frozen with shock

*Kenichiywam pulls back slightly

*Suohywam stares at Ken

<Kenichiywam> *ahem* Y'know...It would help if you unpinned my wrists *blushes*

*Suohywam blinks *quickly releases Ken

*Kenichiywam smiles

*Kenichiywam puts arms over Suoh's neck and starts to kiss him again

*Suohywam doesn't know how to respond at first

*Suohywam begins to respond and leans into the kiss

*Kenichiywam sneaks hand up Suoh's shirt

*Suohywam lets out a little gasp

<Kenichiywam> Oh, sorry!

<Suohywam> *blushes* ...no it felt..good *blushes harder*

<Kenichiywam> *blushes* ok...*kisses Suoh again*

*Kenichiywam slides other hand up Suoh's chest

<Suohywam> mmmm

*Kenichiywam stops for a moment to slide off his own shirt

<Suohywam> *looks down at Ken* ...are you sure about all this?...

<Kenichiywam> Yeah...

<Kenichiywam> Are you?

*Kenichiywam thinks to self: "What...am...I...doing?"

<Suohywam> *gazes at the shirtless Ken spread over the bed* Yes

<Kenichiywam> Okay...*smiles gently*

*Kenichiywam lifts Suoh's shirt over his head

*Suohywam gazes down at Ken and smooths his hair away from his face

*Kenichiywam leans up to kiss down Suoh's neck and collarbone

<Kenichiywam> Mmm *Suddenly rolls Suoh onto his back*

<Kenichiywam> Do y'mind?

*Kenichiywam kisses Suoh

<Suohywam> mmpph!

*Kenichiywam trails kisses down to Suoh's chest and slides his hands down his stomach

<Suohywam> Aaa!

<Kenichiywam> *licks up to his collarbone* <<sighs>> Suoh...

<Suohywam> Ken...

<Kenichiywam> You're so beautiful *smiles faintly*

*Suohywam breathing hard

*Kenichiywam plays with a nipple idly before licking it

<Suohywam> ung!

*Kenichiywam sucks on his nipple

*Suohywam threads his fingers thru Ken's hair

<Suohywam> Ahh!

*Kenichiywam rubs thumb around it and nuzzles across Suoh's chest to his other nipple

*Suohywam head thrashes lightly from one side to another

*Kenichiywam moves down and tugs on Suoh's pants playfully

<Suohywam> Ken!

*Suohywam looks a bit panicked

<Kenichiywam> Hmm?

<Suohywam>...can you...can you slow it down a bit?

*Kenichiywam breathes hard on Suoh's chest

<Kenichiywam> Uhh

<Kenichiywam> Sure

<Suohywam> *blushes hard* I've...never done this before

<Kenichiywam> It's okay...I'm not that umm...*blushes* experienced either. I'll take it slow.

*Kenichiywam shifts up

*Kenichiywam nibbles on Suoh's ear

*Suohywam glides one hand over ken's chest

<Kenichiywam> Mm...Suoh...

<Suohywam>..I... I liked it when you did this...

*Suohywam thumbs Ken's nipple

<Kenichiywam> !!

<Kenichiywam> *slow smile* *sucks on Suoh's neck*

<Kenichiywam> Mmmhmm...* licks playfully*

<Suohywam>..*grasps Ken's head roughly* You're driving me crazy

*Suohywam kisses ken hard

<Kenichiywam> Mmph!

*Suohywam runs his tongue along the rim of Ken's mouth

<Kenichiywam> Ahh...*grinds slowly into Suoh*

<Suohywam> So you just can't wait huh?

<Kenichiywam> mmm...would I really want to? Do you?

*Suohywam flips Ken roughly onto his stomach

<Kenichiywam> Umph!

*Suohywam licks slowly up ken's spine

<Suohywam> I'll show you how crazy you drive me

<Kenichiywam> Ahh...Suoh!

*Suohywam makes his way up the nape of Ken's neck

*Suohywam nibbles the shell of Ken's ear

<Kenichiywam> Ahh...

*Suohywam snakes his hand around to Ken's fly

*Kenichiywam clutches pillow

*Suohywam fumbles with the button

<Kenichiywam> Wait...lemme help...

*Kenichiywam undoes button

<Suohywam> *rolls eyes* thanks

*Kenichiywam unzips pants

*Kenichiywam arches up so that he's pressed against Suoh

<Kenichiywam> Lemme just push 'em off...

*Kenichiywam rolls to side to kick off pants

<Suohywam> nice boxers

<Kenichiywam> uh, thanks?

*Kenichiywam leans over to unbutton Suoh's pants

*Suohywam leans near Ken's face

<Suohywam> You're an eager one aren't you?

*Suohywam pushes Ken back down on the bed

<Kenichiywam> *Smiles broadly* Maybe I am...

*Kenichiywam thinks: "DO I wanna take it this far?..."

<Suohywam> I got it *unzips pants; tosses them over the side of the bed*

<Kenichiywam> Wait! Wait...

<Suohywam> what?

*Kenichiywam slides over to side of bed, clutching the corner

<Kenichiywam> Just...just wait...

<Suohywam> what's wrong?

*Kenichiywam gets up

<Kenichiywam> Nothing...nothing...

<Suohywam> Ken!?

*Kenichiywam walks to bathroom

<Kenichiywam> Just give me a second...

*Kenichiywam closes door

*Kenichiywam leans over toilet and vomits

<Kenichiywam> Ugh....what am I doing?

<Kenichiywam> *flushes toilet* I can't believe what I just did...what was I thinking, leading him on like that?

<Suohywam> *bangs on the door* Ken?! Ken are you alright?

<Kenichiywam> *shuts eyes tight* Please...someone kill me...now...

*Suohywam bangs on the door with his shoulder

*Kenichiywam whispers inaudibly: "...Suoh...I'm sorry..."

<Suohywam> Let me in or I'll break it down Ken!

<Kenichiywam> NO!

<Kenichiywam> Suoh! I'm fine...just give me a second, okay?

<Suohywam> Dammit Ken! I've had enough of all this! I'm coming in NOW!

<Kenichiywam> No! PLEASE!

*Suohywam slams as hard as he can

<Kenichiywam> Suoh...please understand... *wipes face off*

<Kenichiywam> *opens door* *Suoh falls onto him* Gahh!

*Kenichiywam pushes Suoh off

*Kenichiywam runs to get pants on

*Suohywam sits up rubbing his head

<Suohywam> Ken!

*Kenichiywam grabs a shirt and runs for the door

<Suohywam> Ken!!

*Kenichiywam grabs shoes in other hand and exits

*Suohywam fumbles for his clothes

<Suohywam> Kenichi!

*Kenichiywam runs out onto street, shoes flopping on feet while pulling shirt over head

*Kenichiywam thinks: "I...I'm so sorry, Suoh. I shouldn't have done what I did...but it's too late. I have to go. I have to go. I just wish you knew how much I need you...I need you..."

*Kenichiywam stares up at street sign

<Kenichiywam> Now...now where to?

*Suohywam dashes down the apartment stairs

*Kenichiywam thinks

*Kenichiywam hails cab

<Suohywam> Dammit Ken! Dammit!

YwamKenichi: *Jumps into car*

*Suohywam catches Ken's arm as the door is closing

<Kenichiywam> Suoh! Please! Let go!

*Kenichiywam pulls arm out of Suoh's grip

*Kenichiywam closes and locks door

<Suohywam> Kenichi! Doushite!? K'so!

<Kenichiywam> To the Raddisson...and step on it.

<Kenichiywam> *whispers: "Bye, Suoh..."

*Suohywam runs after the retreating cab

<Suohywam> Kenichi! Kenichiiiiii!

<Kenichiywam> *looks ahead* I...I need to talk to him...

<Kenichiywam> *looks out window* Pay no attention...just keep on going.

<Kenichiywam> Ethan...Ethan...I hope you're back when I get there...