YWAM Improv
Part V


*Suohywam pulls hand away from Mel

<Suohywam>: *yells at door* Oi!

*EthanSakurazawa turns head towards door ?_?

<Suohywam>: Sakurazawa!

<EthanSakurazawa>: O.O

<EthanSakurazawa>: *is that....Suoh?*

*EthanSakurazawa wobbles towards door...slowly

*Suohywam ignores Mel's protests

<EthanSakurazawa>: *'heh.....just what I need right now'*

<Suohywam>: Kotairo! (Answer me!)

*EthanSakurazawa begins to unlock door

*Suohywam pushes through opening door

<EthanSakurazawa>: O.o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

*EthanSakurazawa gets tackled

*Suohywam quickly locks it behind him

*EthanSakurazawa stares up at the obviously furious man

*Suohywam stands with his back to the door, regarding Ethan

<Suohywam>: .....Where is he?

<EthanSakurazawa>: *looks down with a sigh* Who? Ken?

<Suohywam>: Don't play with me...Where is he?

<EthanSakurazawa>: Look...I don't know, ok?

*EthanSakurazawa begins to walk away

<EthanSakurazawa>: I don't need this right now.

<Suohywam>: Don't turn your back on me!

*EthanSakurazawa snaps a glare towards Suoh

<Suohywam>: Tell me what happened.

<EthanSakurazawa>: Nothing that is of your concern Suoh!

<Suohywam>: *growls* He is my concern.

<EthanSakurazawa>: ........

*EthanSakurazawa bites lip and glares at Suoh angrily

<Suohywam>: Well? Are you gonna just stare at me or are you gonna tell me?

*Suohywam walks toward Ethan

*EthanSakurazawa walks over to Suoh...eyes growing with more and more anger....and stops within a couple inches of Suoh's face

<Suohywam>: You don't scare me you know.

<Suohywam>: I can't be controlled like everyone else you deal with.

<EthanSakurazawa>: Heh.

*EthanSakurazawa grins and leans down, glancing all over Suoh's face

<EthanSakurazawa>: *whispers* What is it about you that he loves so damn much?

<Suohywam>: *taken a little aback* ....*thinks* He...loves me?

<EthanSakurazawa>: How in the hell can he love someone so violent and so uncaring towards anyone else...and let that person grasp his heart?

<Suohywam>: Fine words coming from someone as manipulative as you.

<EthanSakurazawa>: Manipulative?!?

<EthanSakurazawa>: You think I manipulate Kenichi!?!

*EthanSakurazawa slams fist into wall

<EthanSakurazawa>: Let me tell you something, BOY!

<EthanSakurazawa>: You don't have the first damn idea about what Ken has gone through!

<EthanSakurazawa>: Ever since he first stepped into my house, I knew that he carried a great deal of pain on his shoulders...and I was CERTAINLY NOT going to let him suffer.

<Suohywam>: And what did YOU ever do about it?! Told him it was okay, to forget, that he was fine? Lot of good that did!

<Suohywam>: He's NOT fine!

<Suohywam>: And you don't help him!

<Suohywam>: You enable him!

<EthanSakurazawa>: I tried asshole!

<EthanSakurazawa>: I was not going to force him to tell me what happened.

<EthanSakurazawa>: SO I tried to comfort him and make sure that he got through it all right.

<EthanSakurazawa>: And yes, obviously that didn't work.

<EthanSakurazawa>: So I failed!

<EthanSakurazawa>: Sue me!

*EthanSakurazawa begins to tear up again

*Suohywam surprised by Ethan's reaction

*EthanSakurazawa tries to hide it from Suoh so he doesn't see how weak he really is

<EthanSakurazawa>: Look......I......um......

<Suohywam>: *thinks* What the hell is up with all these guys crying???

*EthanSakurazawa tries to straighten up again

<Suohywam>: .....

<EthanSakurazawa>: ...............................................*looks at Suoh's awaiting eyes*

<Suohywam>: *runs his fingers through his hair and sighs* ...Look...

<Suohywam>: I don't know what happened to him, or what happened between you two...

<Suohywam>: …but I want you to leave him alone.

<Suohywam>: I don't like you.

<Suohywam>: I don't like you near him.

*EthanSakurazawa remembers these words

<Suohywam>: *turns around and heads for the door* We can't all run forever.

<Suohywam>: I'm tired of pretending…

<Suohywam>: …that everything's alright.

<EthanSakurazawa>: .........

<EthanSakurazawa>: *whispers* ...Ken and I are together now.....he's mine now....don't take him away from me.....

<Suohywam>: *looks back over his shoulder*...What did you say?

<EthanSakurazawa>: ..........You...just really won't stop at anything to get him...will you?

<EthanSakurazawa>: Just like Kaori-san.

*Suohywam looks at his fists

<EthanSakurazawa>: But....don't any of you realize my pain??....What I'm going through?

<Suohywam>: Heh, you think you're the only one?

<EthanSakurazawa>: How many years it has been of me holding my feelings back for him......how long I have waited for him to just hold me once....just ONCE in his arms...and tell me that he feels the same??

<EthanSakurazawa>: You haven't known him as long as I have!

<EthanSakurazawa>: I've had these feelings for years!

<Suohywam>: I can't help that you're a coward.

<EthanSakurazawa>: *eyes widen with furiousness*

*Suohywam tenses in prep

*EthanSakurazawa graps Suoh's shoulders and slams him against wall

<EthanSakurazawa>: COWARD?!?!

<Suohywam>: Who's fault was it for waiting?!

<EthanSakurazawa>: BY COWARD DO YOU MEAN THAT I NEVER FORCED HIM TO TELL ME WHAT WAS WRONG, OR THAT I WAS IN FEAR THAT I WOULD RUIN WHAT WE ALREADY HAVE?

<Suohywam>: You treat him like a doll! Like he'll break!

<EthanSakurazawa>: I do not!

*Suohywam shoves Ethan off

*EthanSakurazawa rebounds and smacks Suoh in the face

*Suohywam reels for a sec...looks up and wipes the blood from the corner of his mouth

<EthanSakurazawa>: Don't...you EVER, EVER say that about Ken!

<EthanSakurazawa>: You have NO idea what I have been through...and most importantly....what HE has gone through!

<EthanSakurazawa>: Making a comment like that is a complete ass of a thing to say!!

<Suohywam>: There's no sense in talkin to you...*swift elbow to Ethan's ribs*

*EthanSakurazawa lunges forward

*EthanSakurazawa glares up

<EthanSakurazawa>: That's IT!!

*EthanSakurazawa throws Suoh to the ground

<Suohywam>: Oof!

*EthanSakurazawa pins Suoh down

<Suohywam>: *thinks* Damn it…

<EthanSakurazawa>: I've had enough of your foolishness!

*Suohywam tries to knee Ethan in the spot he hit before

<Suohywam>: GET OFF!

*EthanSakurazawa twists around to dodge it

<EthanSakurazawa>: IIE!

*EthanSakurazawa pins him down again

<EthanSakurazawa>: You're going to listen to me!

<Suohywam>: I've already heard enough whining for one night.

<Suohywam>: *glares*

<EthanSakurazawa>: Heh!! Whining!??!

<EthanSakurazawa>: You call what happened to Kenichi WHINING!?!?

<Suohywam>: Your whining, ahou. (asshole)

<EthanSakurazawa>: *glares*

*EthanSakurazawa tries to suppress hitting Suoh

<EthanSakurazawa>: .......*look stabs into Suoh's eyes*

<Suohywam>: What is it you want me to hear so badly?

<EthanSakurazawa>: .......He obviously loves you, Suoh. It'll never be me...no matter what I do. No matter how much I say that I love him, no matter ho much I try to show him my love....you've captured his heart.

<Suohywam>: ....

<EthanSakurazawa>: But...hear me....if you ever hurt him....or make him even more depressed than I have...I'll never forgive you.

*EthanSakurazawa holds Suoh harder

<Suohywam>: *winces and glares back* Same here.

<EthanSakurazawa>: Heh.

*EthanSakurazawa lets go

*EthanSakurazawa bites lip

<EthanSakurazawa>: *laughs and looks up...closing his eyes and smiles* I do though, Suoh, sense determination in you.

*Suohywam props himself up on elbows

<EthanSakurazawa>: *opens eyes* You better be the one to make him happy.

<EthanSakurazawa>: And you better believe....*moves in closer to Suoh*....that I will never...ever....let go of my love for him...no matter what.

<EthanSakurazawa>: You may have won him.....but I will still keep my love of him forever.

<Suohywam>: *thinks* Rival...I understand that at least.

*Suohywam pushes Ethan w/out roughness

<Suohywam>: Wakatta. (Yeah I got it.)

<EthanSakurazawa>: *smiles*

<EthanSakurazawa>: Heh.

*EthanSakurazawa gets up and sits on his bed

*EthanSakurazawa sighs and places his head into his hands

*Suohywam gets to his feet and straightens clothes

*Suohywam turns to leave w/out a word

<EthanSakurazawa>: Ne.

<Suohywam>: Hm?

<Suohywam>: Nan da? (What is it?)

<EthanSakurazawa>: If you were wondering why I never hit you....it's because I don't want to be the one that Ken hates for hurting the one he loves.

<Suohywam>: Ken could never hate anyone, bakaryou. (idiot)

<EthanSakurazawa>: Heh.

<EthanSakurazawa>: You say that.

<Suohywam>: Okay...he could never hate you...

<EthanSakurazawa>: .........

<EthanSakurazawa>: *whispers* I pray not....

*Suohywam grasps the doorknob

<Suohywam>: Ja. (Bye)

<EthanSakurazawa>: Aa. (Yeah)

*EthanSakurazawa watches Suoh exit out of the door

<Suohywam>: *click of door closing* *sounds of frantic Mel and of Suoh shooing her off recede down the hallway*

*EthanSakurazawa stares at hands

*EthanSakurazawa hugs himself

*EthanSakurazawa last tears fall from face

*EthanSakurazawa imagines Kenichi

<EthanSakurazawa>: ....*whispers*......I love you Ethan.....*smiles*

*EthanSakurazawa falls into bed and sleeps....with "Ken" holding him all through the night....

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